My dearest followers/DA friends/Jack's fans!
PLEASE, READ IT (I know it's a bit long...) BUT IT'S VERY IMPORTANT TO ME (and maybe to you a bit, too)
You've been with me through all this time, commenting my drawings, sharing with me your opinions, works, dreams and time. But... So many things happened...
I went to highschool. I don't have much time for drawing and adding works anymore.
I'm not deeply interested in Jack Spicer and Xiaolin anymore. Yes, I like it a lot, I miss it as a part of my life with weird and difficult feelings, with proofing my style day by day.
What about "Wanx", the book I was writing with my schoolfriend? She went to an other highschool, we dont'have time for each other, we can't afford writing it together anymore.
What about Jack Spencer, the main character of this book to me? My greatest unfulfillable dream? The only one who was the whole world to me? The reason to live and to die?. . .
It changed... You know why? This is so highly unbelievable... Yes, I still can't believe in my luck. Could you imagine, that he DOES exist in our reality? Ok, ok, he hasn't got red hair or sth like that, but the other differences are so minor, that you can often really say: "Yup, that's the same man". I spent many months to fullfill my dream, even losing my health, sanity and hope, having argues with people... But it has worked. I did it, my dream came true!
So I hope you can imagine my level of happiness . . . Spending your time, life with a person who loves you and who is loved by you... Most awesome feeling EVER.
But it caused some another "problems", like:
- I don't draw Jack Spicer/Jack Spencer anymore - now I draw, err... my Love. And I don't think that many of you'll be interested in this - people like something what they know, like Jack Spicer - I noticed it, when I started to add works with Spencer: many people were just passing by, only drawings with Spicer were interesting and often commented. Even adding to some clubs didn't work - the clubs were popular, but with too many wathers - so, once again, people were passing by my works with my beloved OC. Jack Spicer was popular and adding these works to one, two Xiaolin-themed clubs was enough to find some commenting deviants.
And I changed a lot. I think I'm not 100% Tecniasta anymore. I think about changing my nickname, making a new accound, try to find new watchers in other clubs, maybe some people will like my new works, but I'm not sure if I want to show these drawings to the world... Uh, but I want to know, what others think about them, what can I proof, maybe make some new friends and I want to TALK, learn some more English, meet new cultures, it's really important to me!
I've got also some old, bit creepy works (from "Wanx" etc.) in the old, Tecniasta's style you know. Do you want to see them? Or rather not?
And I'm very sorry that I'm not responding to many comments. But look, guys, it takes some time and often they makes no sense. Right?
So please, please, just tell me, what to do...
Listening to: Edith Piaf - Non, je ne regrette rien